I've decided I can't stay like this, moaning about my body but failing to make a change. I'm 5'9" and weigh 68kgs. I want to weigh 57kg. This isn't my ultimate goal obviously but I'd be a hell of a lot happier there than I am now. Does anyone have any advice for me on kickstarting it? It's 25lbs and I know it won't be immediate, and it wouldn't stay off if it was but does anyone know anything that will help speed it along apart from exercise?
I post all these photos of women, beautiful, thin, women, thinking that if I have seen them and pass them on, in doing so it will help to inspire me to better myself, upgrade myself, but I'm beginning to realise that it's no help. That it's just pictures. They won't help me, they can't help me. If I'm going to change it has to come from within, but I'm searching, searching for that, I've been searching for so long and... nothing. Still nothing. Always nothing.